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manic pixie nightmare

by CASHFORGOLD

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Ol' Bugs
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Ol' Bugs For two seconds I was miffed not everything was like All My Tears..., then I remembered I used to like Lana Del Rey, loved BC's remixes of LDR, and now we have an original talent with a comparably beautiful voice backed by SaS and other amazing artists, that doesn't need remix to appeal to us morbid folk. Wonderful showcase of varied eclectic/eccentric styles.
rickyhend
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rickyhend Start to finish, this is an outstanding listen. there are very LITTLE albums I can listen to in their entirety, this is now one of them! Favorite track: i like it when i drown.
©ough©ool
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©ough©ool This was a must buy with the sale. Had it hidden in my wishlist for a while, this album just leaves me speechless. Downright grimey at times, while also displaying a candy slick production. Super moody & constant rhythm & the vocals are absolutely outstanding, straight chill inducing
David Stewart
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David Stewart Absolutely amazing. Jacqueline's voice is a wondrous mix of Alison Shaw, Mimi Page and a bit of Liz Fraser tossed in for good measure. Goosebumps. Favorite track: Wear me out (feat mary mortem).
Music4ever
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Music4ever Fantastic debut! It’s so rare to find an album you can play the whole way through, and this is definitely one of them. Dope beats set against ethereal vocals sends me into an abyss of bliss. Keeping this on replay.
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CASHFORGOLD: I said I'm sorry That I think about you every night I'm sorry now you know That I could do you right That I could do you right But you know it's still there When you turn off the light And where you gonna go When you can't hide from yourself anymore You can't hide from any more So we knock one down Higher, we go higher Then we hit the ground Imma shoot you up And then you spit me out How'd you know I love the way you wear Wear me out And you're so unwound Playing with my fire When you come around Imma spark your lighter But we're not allowed How'd you know I love the way You wear me out Imma spark your lighter but we're not allowed You know that I crave your poison That I crave the high Baby, I know that you know I'm not alive Without you taking me for the ride Mary Mortem: Dazed in my head Fuck that, I've been there Say you want me dead Fuck that, I want that It's you that's in my head Say you fuck me til I'm dead You can take it back if you just want to Higher then, I feel it How I'm in my fucking chest Like you want to You're fucking me til I'm dead You're fucking me til CASHFORGOLD: So we knock one down Higher, we go higher Then we hit the ground Imma shoot you up And then you spit me out How'd you know I love the way you wear Wear me out And you're so unwound Playing with my fire When you come around Imma spark your lighter But we're not allowed How'd you know I love the way You wear me out Playing with my fire When you come around Imma spark your lighter But you're not allowed Then we hit the ground So you knock one down Higher, we go higher Then we hit the ground Imma shoot you up And then you spit me out How'd you know I love the way you wear me out
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Holly Stell: Fuck what that bitch say Big body Benz in the fast lane I just took some shrooms I see angels in the wood grain I just fucked my muse Gave him the WAP Gave him the WAP, WAP Gave me his seed Fresh out the garden I gave him a slob knob CASHFORGOLDi: And you know You make me think I need a hit right now Make me think I need to quit Then you fucking come around You say you wanna play But you suffocating now If the world’s gonna end Let’s go another round Hook: Make this paper Fucking stack Eat that kitty Like a snack You can hit it from the back All my tears Are fucking black CASHFORGOLD: You know you making me bad Caught in a trance Got me all sad, sad Devil on my shoulder But an angel in my head, yea Do that again Way you make me throw it back All our demons want to play You put your pedal on the gas Holly Stell: Silly hoe bitch Flick of the wrist You ain’t gang you ain’t wave you ain’t shit When you in the ditch who you gon miss? Icy cold body in the dirt playing with the worms bitch Hook: Make this paper Fucking stack Eat that kitty Like a snack You can hit it from the back All my tears Are fucking black
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I need to think it over Before you go and change my mind And I been through this all before So why don’t we just Why don’t we just take our time But I feel you haunting me Why you want me? I can see you underneath All these feelings I was fine Yeah, I was fine So why I wanna be your queen? And why I wanna rule your kingdom now? So why I wanna be your queen? You know that Ill just bring your kingdom down And It all ends the same First you love me Then it all becomes a game So why I wanna be your queen? You know that you’ll just bring our kingdom down You tell me all the things You know I want to hear at night But just because you said it baby, You know that, that it don’t make it right But I feel you haunting me Why you want me? I can see you underneath All these feelings I was fine Yeah, I was fine So why I wanna be your queen? And why I wanna rule your kingdom now? So why I wanna be your queen? You know that Ill just bring your kingdom down And It all ends the same First you love me Then it all becomes a game So why I wanna be your queen? You know that you’ll just bring our kingdom down Now you got me feeling safe You got me feeling safe The more you want me, The more I feel this The more I feel this heavy game I don’t want this I don’t want you cause Cause it’s always the same So why I wanna be your queen? And why I wanna rule your kingdom now? So why I wanna be your queen? You know that Ill just bring your kingdom down And It all ends the same First you love me Then it all becomes a game So why I wanna be your queen? You know that you’ll just bring our kingdom down
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I could the search the world For a thousand places I could runaway I could force changes And I'd still be the same I could drown a hundred times and I could make you mine I could make you mine But I'd still feel the pain No, I can't escape No, I can't escape my mind No I can't go back No I can't go back in time And make it right And I can be alone But it's not right And I been on the road All the long nights But you been on my mind You been on my mind You been on my mind You been on my mind I you in the dark While the sunrise And I could feel the spark But it won't light And you been on my mind You been on my mind You been on my mind You been on my mind Writing on the wall It's so overrated Tracing all the shadows Finding all the faces Retracing my decisions Waking up night I'm a thousand women I could see you there In the foreign places Could I make it right? No, I can't escape No, I can't escape my mind No I can't go back No I can't go back in time And make it right And I can be alone But it's not right And I been on the road All the long nights But you been on my mind You been on my mind You been on my mind You been on my mind I saw you in the dark While the sunrise And I could feel the spark But it won't light And you been on my mind You been on my mind You been on my mind You been on my mind No I can't escape No I can't escape my mind No I can't go back No I can't go back in time No I can't go back in time No I could search the world For a thousand places I could run away I could force changes And I'd still feel And I'd still feel And I can be alone But it's not right And I been on the road All the long nights But you been on my mind You been on my mind You been on my mind You been on my mind I saw you in the dark While the sunrise And I could feel the spark But it won't light And you been on my mind You been on my mind You been on my mind You been on my mind
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about

Dark goth-pop pixie CASHFORGOLD marks a defining moment in her
career with the independent release of her debut album 'manic pixie nightmare',a thirteen-track musical voyage through relationships, identity and discovery over a bed of witch-house, future garage and electro-chill production. Her signature brand of genre-bending conceptions cohesively brings her artistry together for a truly unique sonic
experience.

Several years in the making, 'manic pixie nightmare' is represented by six well-received singles released independently by the artist over the last two years, which have since clocked up over 2M+ streams and counting. Standout moment “all my tears are fucking black” mixes trap beats with a light UK drill flourish and screamo moments, whereas opening number “wear me out” and gothic-trap stylings of “i could be your goddess” are defined by brooding synths and the singer’s classically airy vocals.

Co-writing every song on her album, the dreamy hyperpop elements on synth-heavy ballad “make you love me”, nostalgic “on my mind” and endearing closer “kiss me before you go” are perfectly contrasted with the album’s darker flashes to further construct the sonic narrative of manic pixie nightmare, like the menacing bass underpinning “i’ll always beg for more”, soaring synths in “angelbaby” and pulsing synthwave melodies behind “simple elegance”, offering a full spectrum of sonic
moods to immerse audiences.

Find more from CASHFORGOLD here:
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credits

released November 19, 2021

1. wear me out (feat mary mortem)
CASHFORGOLD x Sidewalks And Skeletons
written by Jacqueline Torgerson, Jacob Lee, and Mary Mortem
produced by Sidewalks And Skeletons and prgtry

2. angelbaby
CASHFORGOLD x Sidewalks And Skeletons
written by Jacqueline Torgerson and Jacob Lee
produced by Sidewalks and Skeletons

3. simple elegance
written by Jacqueline Torgerson and Dylan King
produced by Dylan King

4. i'll always beg for more
CASHFORGOLD x Ravenscoon x Luminyst
written by Jacqueline Torgerson, Paul Conversano and David Timko
produced by Ravenscoon and Luminyst / vocal production by Dylan King

5. all my tears are fucking black
CASHFORGOLD x Sidewalks and Skeletons x Holly Stell
written by Griesgrammar, Jacqueline Torgerson, Jacob Lee and Holly Stell
produced by Sidewalks and Skeletons

6. queen
CASHFORGOLD x Sidewalks And Skeletons
written by Jacqueline Torgerson and Jacob Lee
produced by Sidewalks and Skeletons

7. know me now
CASHFORGOLD x Ennja
written by Jacqueline Torgerson and Artyom Ostrovskikh
produced by Ennja / vocal production by Sidewalks And Skeletons

8. make you love me
written by Jacqueline Torgerson and Jude Leigh-Kaufman
produced by Kareful / vocal production by Dylan King

9. silver broken heart
written by Jacqueline Torgerson and Alex Jones
produced by Aurai

10. i like it when i drown
written by Jacqueline Torgerson and Dylan King
produced by Dylan King

11. on my mind
written by Jacqueline Torgerson, Alex Jones, Michael Coe, Buck McDaniel, and Natalie Frakes
produced by Aurai

12. kiss me before you go
written by Jacqueline Torgerson and Lindie O'Toole
produced by Lindie O'Toole

Special thank you to Jake Lee, Dylan King, James Ruehlmann, and Tal Levy for mixing and mastering

Photography by doomvana
Album art by Jacqueline Torgerson and Jacob Lee
Digipak CD layout by Francisco Mendez at SubGoth
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